I'm so sorry to read of your loss. I am not known to you but I wanted to offer my sympathies. It can be very difficult to cope with the loss of a loved one and so I wanted to share a wonderful hope that the Bible gives us. Isaiah chapter 25 verse 8 says that God "will swallow up death forever, and the Sovereign Lord Jehovah will wipe away the tears from all faces." We are given much comfort from God's Word until we see this verse fulfilled. Please accept my sincere condolences.