I am sorry for the loss of your loved one. May you find comfort in Gods promise to care for our dead loved ones at John 5:28,29. Our loving Heavenly Father consoles us at Phillipians 4:6,7 with this soothing invitation: "Do not be anxious over anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication along with thanksgiving, let your petitions be made known to God, and the peace of God, that surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and your mental powers by means of Christ Jesus."